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Sally you are all anybody needs to know about me. I cannot believe how lucky I am to have you by my side, for you to let these dry chapped lips touch that wonderful face, that soft skin, that energy that fills you and spills out to everybody else around you.

I won't lie to you Sally I have loved you for as long as I can remember. I was always too scared to say anything, I felt that would jeopardize what we had, what we got, and for that I could not risk it. All I know I that I am love with a girl, a girl so wonderful that I wake up pinching myself, wondering when this dream, this hallucination is going to end. If it is a mental breakdown I am having, I can assure you that I have never had any better..and strap me in I am in for the long haul.

I cannot describe in words what exactly I love about you Sally, too many things to enumerate. It would take a lifetime, and a lifetime away from you is not acceptable. As I sit her I can smell your lotion, I can hear your laughter, I can hear your voice like you are whispering in my ear. And baby sometimes I am forgetful, I am not stupid I am a human male, sometimes prone to acts of pure stupidity, especially when faced with Angels, but I will never forget you, what you have made me, I will never forget the person I was before I met you, I will especially never forget the person I was not before I met you Sally.

I hear your voice again, and I look back, behind this chair hoping it's not just my imagination. How foolish am I. I am looking back again. I look at this room, the bed and see how empty it is without you. I realize how empty I am without you Sally.

Getting to know you has been invaluable. I got to meet you family, and yes you have rather interesting characters in your family, but yet they then and now still make me feel so welcome, so at home. All I hope is that I can make you as proud as you have made me.

When your cousin came over the other night she asked us "Do you feel stupid?" and we asked her stupid about what? and she said "feel stupid that it took you this long!" Yes I feel stupid, but I would not change a thing for the world

Thank you Sally for making me, me

vwk