First & foremost I want to thank all that people I went with to L.A. and the friends I met and made there it was great. I especially want to thank my MN peeps and those crazy cats from FL made it fucking incredible. I also want to thank Dennis ( for those who don't know this boy is my twin bro.) because I feel personally without his efforts I would not have made it out there & I am sure he came out there just to ensure that I made it back to MN & for complete damage control (p.s. no one was arrested during this trip) but he also came out to have a f*ing good time with us, which he did (please refer to picture).

I don't tell this ish on a regular coz it's kinda gay and shit but man SHIT MAN I LOVE YOU!.Thanks you chunky bastard for being such a f*ing good friend & brother!

Victor

Dude where do I begin, I really wish I could paint the entire picture, the feelings but you just had to be there to experience it. I don't know whether it was the perfect company I traveled with, the sunny days, the new people I met there or the old faces that simply made it sensational....oh yeah the Rugby was great too! All in all it was amazing, and maybe I need to be getting out a bit more but sh!t I won't forget this for life. I will let the pictures do most of the talking, but multiply that by a 100, I wake up wishing that I was still there. But big thanks to Eric Njoroge & the kenyan vibe crew for entertaining us so well. Big shout out to all those silly Patcherians of '95 Ero, David, Charlo, Vinny, Mundara, Mack, Arunga, Timo & Denno.

I want to thank those jamaa I went with, Minnesota knows how to throw down! Finally the jamaa's I met there, those Florida fools, HNC crew, XP, Jona, Onyi Sr., OT.V, Donn Former HHS...Kabbz & Jim Kuria, & those extremely hot mama's I kutad those sides.

What I will say it was an adventure, from getting lost EACH & every night, to taking directions from that crack head with paper bags on his hands…..simply put….it was beautiful.

Dude I wish I could tell you about the complete unadulterated fun that we all had in L.A. lakini that will just make you feel worse for not fikaing

I met dudes I had not seen in 10 years, it was just f*ing amazing. I will be providing complete accounts of what happened but this was a simply amazing time.

OK this weekend was going real well, despite the fact that there was like 8 inches of snow on the ground, I was feeling really optimistic about the weekend. My brother was out in effect in the middle of the day frothoing with the usual suspects things were going just peachy. Some people came over to Peters, I remember most of them (darn you Bacardi) but by 3 a.m. I had chewed a small B.O. (Black Out). Feeling kind of strange I awoke from a rather lovely dream which included me and several exotic ladies, a 42 piece tool kit set, 3 dudes dressed as gold fish... anyhow I awoke to find someone had stuffed cigarette butts in my butt, well the top 1/4 of my ass crack (I hear from a 3rd party who was not there @ the time that there were pictures taken) plus my left hand had red nail polish (no lie) and my brother had pulled a Shinobi. Still rather confused (not like last week when I smoked that god damn bomb) we went downstairs to make our exit, there was a blank spot right about there but I do remember smacking my lips incessantly.

So when I woke up on Sunday on Kariuki’s couch, I was still phasing in and out, I remember Peter coming over at some ungodly time in the Morning searching for a missing goat leg & I thought I was messed up from the previous night, I will mention again this was deep in the kox. Then the f*ing Steelers lost, stupid Patriots…. That pretty much f*cked up the remainder of my weekend but that story is for another day.

And you people say I don't know how to have a good time, when was the last time you storo involved a goat as one of the main character.

Hey here is a New Years Resolution for all those of you this applies to.....if you don't have anything relevant to say just shut the fuck up. How is that? Try it for a bit, it may be the biggest change you will make to your entire life.

That said I had a great New Years, talked to the folks, they are doing fine, frothoing from the sounds of it. Spent time with good friends and family, was actually sober for the most part of it...lovely....though it will never happen again. I think I will make one of my resolutions to cash one of my cheques(checks) at Barcardi HQ. Yes I make my N.Y.R's thoughout the year, it's makes things simple and no bad feeling about broken N.Y.R's. Try that to make your N.Y.R's on a curve it works.

I am not really the political type, especially when it is preached by white folk about 3rd world state of living/being. But sometimes they can make a point. Check out Sarah's video


World on Fire

Alfred it's been a year, some fool told me this shit would be done by now, how come it is stronger than ever, give me a fucking sign, please man please. How do I cope, I have tried so hard man, but I am tired of sucking on my own tears, what else I am supposed to do man, how long can I wait, and PRAY for what and to whom, I passed that phase a while ago, for real FUCK IT. Apparently the Sun is still shining, FUCK IT. I know I am next Alfred, because there is absolutely nothing on this world that I would want to stay around for. NO amount of rum can subside this flame, this is how evil men are made, world you are well warned. I will burn this mutha to the fucking ground, so each and everyone of you can sample what I am going thru. I want to spread this hate, this disease, this curse, this glory, Yeah right rejoice with me today, but kesho I will bring your house down. Your other brother found another avenue to channel his feelings, not I though. Give me DEATH for what I am thinking of is a much worse fate. PLEASE Alfred give me a sign, otherwise I will have made another deal with the devil, what is this the 6th. All I ask is for some time with you. In Africa, Kenya, Roysambu, Mirema Drive, where you shed your blood. FUCK IT if I cannot get that.

A sign Alfred Please, man you owe me that.