For some reason I have not gone out in 3 weeks, I am suffering from serious withdrawal. I am having a hard time comprehending the fact that for the past 3 Sundays I have not woken up with a hangie. The problem could be those shady Vikings, losing the two first pre-seasons is just an indicator of how they will perform this year, shady Vikings. It just takes any syke for going out after watching those fools lose.

Apart from that things have been going remarkably well all things considered. I can see the sun now. I know I have a lot of strength left.

My good friend Lisa K. wanted to know whether I had gone mad talking about Assassins and stuff.....well not really. I woke up last Tuesday (08.07.2003) and found that someone had hacked my website....and thus the term Assassin. For some reason the hacker targeted my Journal mainly and thus I concluded that the attack was personal. Well I woke up again today and found out the Assassin had come back to make some other minor cosmetic changes. I know this site has it's flaws but I ain't Coca Cola, I ain't Nike I even ain't Mashada.com so why bother with this poor old fool....guess people have nothing better to do. Enjoy

After a week I think I am capable to talk about the situation without nearly breaking down. I don't know which ethnic/social group I pissed off or which jamaa I owe money but someone sent an Assassin after my sacred place and desecrated my little shrine out here on net. I better not say anything since the Assassin is perfectly capable of returning and providing other helpful cosmetic changes to the website.

But whatever does not kill you only makes you bitter and hateful, but does give us a little bit more character. To the Future.

Well what can I say; things have been interesting at the very least. Chapters have ended some others have begun. I can even begin to describe some of the physical and emotional rollercoaster’s I have been through for the past couple of weeks. I can console myself with the fact that millions of others prevail with less advantages that I am blessed with; I have always felt that prayers reach God in order of priority, so I guess mine will take a little longer to be answered.

Thanks to Brown Sugah, Zee, Stella and everyone else who passed on some encouragement.

Sorry about this guys I am having some troubles controlling some aspects of this website and life in general. Keep Posted.